I find the
reason I still live here
And met
everybody is due to fate
Wherever I
may be, in this world or that
I still
feel who I am will always be what I demonstrate
As the
pain of my past still stings in my chest now
I still
know that I can find happiness with the people around me
Even with
their mockery
Though it’s
obvious, I am envious how some people can ignore pain
As my legs
now shake, I remember how it once felt… when I once gave up
I cannot
protect what my dreams once held, with this power I cannot use
Right now,
the things I can hold in this hand are still not enough
Both the
joy and answers I found in my heart
Have a
certain ring of falseness I can’t accept
No matter
what may lay within the future
I still
have the strangest feeling that I should know what I should expect
I still
go, moving forward with nothing held tightly here in my hands
So I won’t
get distracted by the things that I can’t understand
If a
hundred things, no a thousand things block my way as I try to move
If I
concentrate and focus on my future goal… I can pass them by
I don’t
need a wish, I don’t need a dream to explain who I am to you
Instead, I’ll
show you what I can now do if I really try
As the
pain recedes, as my suffering stops, as my fate seems to shift a bit
Both my
shaking legs have calmed down a bit with that thought as I embrace it
Is it
paradise? Is it hell ahead? Either way I can face it now
Right now,
I feel I know what I need
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