As I
ponder now, the meaning fades
There aren’t
any words for what I feel
I really
do love you, but is that all?
It’s become
quite a chore to sat it’s real
Who was it
that I loved that time back then?
I can’t
remember now who I’ve been
Now it all
fades away from my sight
Although I
feel that it’s somewhere right here
If I
forget, it will just disappear in my reflection
I can’t
let myself hope for something to still be true
I’m not
strong enough to be someone who can stand here right beside you
When we
met for the bond we made
I found
out once again I cannot help but fall to what I had relayed
As I
ponder now, a limit forms
My words
reach a point where nothing’s said
I know
that I loved you, but was that all?
Just what
do I think within my head?
Who was it
that I loved when I was sire?
I can’t
place a name or remember
Now it
fades into grey in my mind
If I chase
that faint sight what might I then find?
Please let
me sleep, with all the words that tell me who I have been
I think it’s
fine if it’s true since I cannot go back
As all
these things pass by, I find it harder to focus and keep track
Of all the
things that scare me
This
Montblanc is too sweet, I want to drown within with only my bare feet
Yes, you
are in my thoughts of air
And you
were seen anywhere
But now
you have faded from my view
And I can’t
talk to you
You should
just die right here and now, got it? At this moment…
I couldn’t
let myself hope for this fact to be true
I’m not
strong enough to be someone who can stand here right beside you
When our
contract was first defined, I realized then and there
What I had
really started to honestly care
While it’s
fine if it’s really true, I can’t help but imply
That it
would be fine if it were all a lie
If the
answer I spit out to thank
Were said
straight to you, it would say that I am a Coward Montblanc, inside
We both
are the same deep inside, and this cycle starts once again
In an
effort to answer that I ask that we just be friends
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