As I long
for you, finding something new, they won’t stop coming
All the
feelings held within my heart. We can’t remain apart
I am not
as pure and earnest as you may have thought in the past
My
sparkling feelings sometimes fall into shadows they cast
If I
someday start becoming a demon of my desire
Then would
the words you might whisper spark my inner fire
Just like
that one distant day, I am still waiting somehow
I had
given up on my hope, but I still wait here right somehow
I must say
these words, but they still won’t work, It just seems to me
That they
won’t reach all the way to you. Hey what do you think I should do?
I still
long for you as my feelings grew, but it always seems
That the
things I want to send fall short. They still cannot break through
To wish
luck upon one person, to hope that they can be happy
Even a
small goal that simple is still impossible
The only
thing that I know is that I live in ignorance
I think
that I’m only playing know-it-all just by chance
I think I’ve
been spoiled by now by the sweet things you allow
It’s fine
if I can just be closer to you right now
I’ve prepared
this speech, but it’s out of reach. Even if I’m near
Some rejection
is what I still fear, and it makes my courage disappear
Still my
love goes on when my will is gone. I am drawn forward
Always
moving on, moving toward some newfound unseen dawn
Even if it
was only one brief moment
To me it
was eternity for all the time that we spent
I now sing
this song as I move along, and with every verse
My
obsession seems to just get worse, but still I know that I am not wrong
It is with
my love that I still endure, finding strength within
To keep
trying to let it begin, the love that is my cure
I just
want to say that I want to stay by you any way where my heart may lay
Despite
who we’ve been, despite all my sins, can we now begin this love once again?
Just like
we once had started back then
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